The new girl
He woke up to the irritating sound of the alarm
buzzing. As soon as he woke up he turned it off and checked the date. It
was Sunday and it was 4 am “What the f***? I have to get ready for
school” saying this he shakes his head. It seems like he is still
hung-over, even after sleeping for an entire day. He walks towards his
fridge, grabs some soda and drinks it, and then goes to bathroom to
freshen up. At around 5am he shoots to the café next door “Don’t tell me
that you slept the entire day yesterday!” comes the greeting “Uh…hello
Yasmin aunty and yes I did.” “You are even more messed up than her.”
“Thanks for the compliment... I’d like my coffee now” he replies the
aunt with a fake smile. She turns on the coffee machine and walks in to
get some more of the coffee “hey aunty, can you bring up a big box
cigarette please, I’m all out!” “You ain’t gonna get one”. She returns
after about 10 minutes with a long box of cigarette and a packet of
coffee. He takes the box, pays her, drinks the now lukewarm coffee and
leaves towards his home and there he smokes one cigarette. After about
10 minutes he leaves walking slowly and quietly. In the early mornings
he is still a dark figure and he walks so gracefully that he almost
seems like a shadow ghost, reappearing and disappearing into the very
shadow itself.
He
reaches his school about half an hour later and then greets the guard,
then runs to his class. He turns on the light and begins to sketch. He
sketches from the deepest, darkest corner of his heart and the outcome
of it is a dark beast. The beast he so passionately calls “the wraith”.
The body’s outline is humanly. It has a burned face with strands of skin
still remaining at the cheeks so that it’s not completely bone. It
still has eye which is dark blue in color. The body is just human,
without the skin but it’s all black with dark mater seeping out like the
vapor. It has a pant but it too is dark. Finishing his sketch he puts
his earphone on and closes his eye
She wakes up to the sight of
her aunt going out with a large box of cigarettes. “Hey aunty, what’s
that for?” “It’s for a customer” and saying that she walks out to run
the café. “Who the hell smokes that much cig?” mumbling that she walks
to bathroom to freshen up. Then it suddenly occurs to her, today is her
first day at the high school. She freshens up and then packs up her bag.
“Hey aunty can you drop me to my high school today? I really don’t
remember the way.” “It’s on the road straight ahead. If you still don’t
see the school give me a call and if you meet Ravi tell him that I’m
gonna need his help today. He’ll know what to do.” She makes an awkward
face and replies “And who the hell is Ravi?” “From the sound of that you
obviously haven’t met him. Um… if you go right now he is gonna be the
only student there. He is wearing a dark purple hood and black jeans
with black converse shoes today.” “OK. Bye aunty!” and with these words
she leaves the house
She walks silently on her sneakers, in the
dark of the dawn, slowly but methodically. It’s the way she has been
walking ever since her mother died. From afar it looks like a shadow
gracefully moving like a breeze. Soon she reaches the high school. “Hey
Dai, is this LP high?” “Yes miss and judging from that it seems that you
are new here. Am I right miss?” “Yes. Um… could you tell me where the
room of ‘commerce first year’ is?” “It’s the one with the light on. It’s
in the 1st floor first room to the right. Have a nice day miss.” “Why
of course thank you dai” and she walks to the room pleased with the
greeting of the guard. As soon as she enters the room she sees this cute
guy with earphones on, resting his head on a bench behind, with a
sketch of a hideous beast on a sketch book in front of him. ‘Wow! It’s
hideous and scary but it’s awesome art and this guy drew that? Is he
Ravi?’ looking closely she thinks about what her aunt said <. He is
wearing a dark purple hood and black jeans with black converse shoes
today> well it seems to be him. “UM… Ravi??”
Her
sweet voice penetrates right through the loud music on his earphone. ‘I
think I’ve heard this voice somewhere.’ He opens his one eye and right
in front of him he sees a not so bad looking girl with leather jacket
and dark pant in front of him. “Yes! But who the heck are you?” a brief
silence for he didn’t knew what to say and she didn’t know how to reply
“err… well that was rude. Sorry but who are you anyway?” “I’m Aasha,
aunt Yasmin’s niece…” “Well that explains a lot of things. What does she
want me to do now?” “She just said that she needs some help, and that
you would understand what to do.” She replies his question in a
submissive and super sweet voice. ‘Where have I heard this voice
before?’ “Did she think that I’m a prophet or what?” he looks at the
sketch and smiles after saying this out loud. “Uh… I don’t know.” And
with these words she puts the bag down and sits. “Don’t...” “Don’t
what?” “Don’t sit there, the, sorry for the words, bitches sit there.”
“What do you mean?” she asks him feeling a little offended. “The
<air quote>bitches of this class sit there< air quote>”. She
looks at him with a look of awe in her eyes ‘thought I was the only one
who air quoted. He might not be so bad after all despite his rudeness’
“Oh then where can I sit? I mean is there any place free for me?” he
sighs and after what seems like an hour of silence (actually it was just
a few seconds) he speaks “there is but I don’t think that you’ll like
the company.” And he points beside him. “Why are you so bad? I’ve liked
your company so far. And why isn’t anyone sitting beside you?” “Same old
story, know no one here, have no intention of knowing anyone here.
Although the geeks have shown their <dramatic voice>oh so great
pity<dramatic voice> on me I still don’t know anyone.” “You may
not be so bad after all. And I have no choice either.” He nods in
agreement and pulls his bag aside to let her sit. “Hey, what is that
sketch anyway?” “Oh that piece of shit?”’Oops I let my mouth flow again’
“sorry for the language!” “No big deal.” “It’s just something I drew
out of boredom” “it’s amazing. The beast is hideous but the art is
amazing” “glad you like it” she noticed two small letters at the corner
of the art O.F.
<BEEP> he picks up his cell “Oi Ravi has
Aasha reached there?” “Yes Yasmin aunty and what did you think? That I
was a prophet?” “UH she was talking about the desks that I had to move
around. I texted you last night” “in case you have forgotten I was drunk
slash asleep all day yesterday.” “Oh! Never mind. Make sure that she
settles there well k? I trust you with her!” “Do you think I’m a guard
dog or something?” “You be nice with her” “ok fine I will look after
her”’ wonder why I just said that I barely even know her’ “bye Ravi” and
she hangs up the phone. “What did she say?” Aasha was waiting for the
answer with anticipation “that I’m gonna be your guard dog!” he replied
in a sarcastic tone “and you agreed?” “Why wouldn’t I she has been more
of a mother than my own mother.” Well with that said there was a silence
among them. Neither one of them knew what to say. Both of them had
found a friend but it was still too early for them to realize.
Time
passed and soon it was time for the first period to begin. The nerds
were the first to enter the class after them and as soon as they entered
they greeted Ravin but failed to gather up enough courage to talk to
Aasha. After they settled down Aasha finally laughed. A laughter broke,
that was absent from her mouth for so long. “What’s the matter with them
anyway?” “And that’s why they are called nerds. Ba Dum Tss” ‘Did I just
laugh? Why am I feeling so at home with this stranger? Why is he so
familiar?’ this question ran on her mind as she realized that she had
just laughed after a long time. She didn’t realize this but she was
looking at the board with numb expressions. Ravi was familiar to this
feeling, to this look, it’s what got him bonded with Maya in the first
place; his understanding of other peoples pain. “Hey what happened? Why
these sudden moods swing?” “It’s nothing” and she fakes a smile “Don’t
even dare!” “Dare what?” “Dare to fake a smile. I can see right through
them.” surprised at his this ability she asks him “Are you and aunt
Yasmin taking some sort of class? Cause she said the same thing to be
yesterday morning” “It’s something we learn, out of pain, seeing others
in pain and being in one. She won’t ever tell you but she’s been through
a lot. I’ve seen it all.” “Wow you really are an observer aren’t you?”
“Nah not much”
“There’s more to you than that meets the eye”
“what?” Ravi asks surprised at her this sudden outburst. She had been
quiet for past two periods and throughout the lunch during which he sat
alone and ate for she needed some time to think. “It’s a dialogue from
the movie ‘Transformer’” “why this dialogue?” “It fits perfect for your
character. You are more than what can be seen.” “Well I’ve got a saying
of my own, think of it as a counter dialogue. ‘I’m not a graceful
person. I am not a Sunday morning or Friday sunset. I’m a Tuesday 2am, I
am gunshots muffed by a few city blocks; I am a broken window during
February.’” “Wow! That is deep. Never took you for a deep guy to be
honest.” “It hasn’t even been a day and you have…” “I do that a lot.”
And she gave a wide grin. Then she let out a small laughter “what
happened? Did I say something funny?” “No. it’s just… it’s only been a
few hours and yet it feels like I know you better than I already do!”
“And, excuse the expression, ‘the feeling is fucking mutual’ ”then both
of then sat quiet for they had no more words to say. The next three
hours went in silence. After the class one of the Nerd, Santosh calls
him “Hey Ravi, what’s with the girl?” “There’s nothing. I just found out
that she is my neighbor and rest, I was just following Yasmin’s
command.” “Man she is cute. Do you think I have a chance with her?”
Santosh, now was a typical nerd. He wore powered glasses, wore plain
t-shirt, plain jeans and carried big bunch of books. If one were to
remove his books and glass he was a fine guy. “UH… No! You could if you
listen to what I say but I know you won’t do it. And I’ve said this many
times to you guys, there’s more to life than books but you don’t listen
to me.” “OK OK. You could’ve just said no. enough with your Baba
Emotional lectures.” “Ok man I gotta go. See you ‘morrow!” “Yeah see
you”
“what was that all about?” Aasha asks Ravin as soon as he
returns back to her. “he wanted to see if he had a chance with you.”
“And...?” “And what??“ “What did you say?” “That he didn’t!” a sign of
relief was clearly visible of her face “But why?” “You’re not that DD
type of girl, you know Date and Ditch” “well you got that right, better
get going though don’t you think?” “Yeah! And extra classes don’t start
till next Sunday so yeah let’s go.”
They walk back from the school
slowly and quietly, enjoying the company of each other as much as they
can. That however doesn’t lasts long as it is disturbed by a call ‘MAYA
calling’. He picks up her call “What?” he shouts “What do you want?”
From
the other side Maya replies “A second chance! Yaar why can’t you
forgive me? Forgive us?” “What the fu** do you mean by us? Is that
sonovabitch there too?” “Yes Abhi is here too.” “Give the damn phone to
him!” “Ravi??” came the reply as Abhishek speaks. “Yaar why?”Ravi’s
voice softens as he begs for an answer “because you were a Dumbass.
Cause you held back. Every school has its own bullies but you, you held
back when you could have retaliated, so we got used to it and
unwittingly you became a part of our lives. You were one of us man.”
this soft but strong reply from Abhi woke something inside of Ravi,
something that he had buried a long time ago, Wrath. He was at times
angry, yes but he was never wrathful “But I had enough. It’s better to
be alone, than to have a Jackass for a friend. Give the phone to her”
Maya from the other side quietly picks up the phone “If you are so sorry
I’m gonna give a second chance to you, both of you. Don’t fail me.” And
the wrathful Ravi pushes the phone back into his pocket as he shouts
the last of his words.
Meanwhile Aasha was looking at his face all
throughout the conversation and smiling. ’He looks like the type of
person I could trust. He is damaged and may be able to understand what
I’m going through. Funny, he reminds me a lot of Dad’ “what did I say
something funny?” Ravi’s question breaks her stream of thought “No! Err…
it’s actually the words you spoke-““what?” “Yeah, Even when you were so
<Air quote> pissed off <Air quote> you were willing to give
them a second chance. That is really something” he faked smiled back at
her not so bad face. “Who were they anyway?” “No one that has anything
to do with you.” A silence “Sorry, I didn’t mean to pry into your
private life.” “What the fu** yaar. Why am I even thinking about this?”
“About what?” “About telling you all the shit in my life, why am I so
desperate?” “So don’t. Don’t tell me now but you gotta tell it to
someone. And I know that it’s strange but the feelings mutual.” A
silence for a few seconds “Um… can I have your cell number?”Aasha breaks
the silence “yeah sure its 98********(this was not the number that he
uses as a Outcasted Phantom).” “Ok, I will give you a miss call and
then you can feat my number it on your cell. So see you later?” “Yeah
sure!”
Ravi storms into his house with a throbbing heart full of
pain and he takes a shot of vodka and walks all the way up to the steam
room where he punches the hell out of punching bag and tires himself to
sleep.
Meanwhile
Aasha looks on from the window as he punches the bag. So involved in
this activity was he that he forgot what they had talked about in the
morning. “Hey Aasha, When is he gonna come?” “I don’t think that he
will” she replies in a soft sad voice “What the hell do you mean by
that?” “Look for yourself.” And she pointed out of the window, from
where they could see Ravi punching the bag like his life depended on it.
“What happened with him Aasha?” “He got a call, from someone named
‘Maya’ and think he got Very pissed after that” “Damn he is really
hurting. I can’t see him like this. I’m going down. Uhh… come down when
you’re done with your observation will ya?” “yeah sure” ‘it’s strange
that I feel so cuddly just by seeing him. What is going on with me? May
be its just because he reminds me a lot of dad’ she
smiles and watches as he tires himself to sleep. After a while she
walks downstairs and asks her aunt “Hey Yasmin aunty what happened with
him? I’ve met a lot of people but have never seen anyone like him. He is
somehow like glowing shadow.” “wow that’s some expression for someone
you’ve just met. Are you attracted towards him?” she makes a poker face
(-_-) and replies “just answer the question.” “why don’t you ask him
yourself?” “I’m not sure if he will ever tell me. He said “I am not a
Sunday morning or Friday sunset. I’m a Tuesday 2am, I am gunshots muffed
by a few city blocks; I am a broken window during February.” When I
said that he is more than that meets the eye.” “he said that?” Yasmin
asked surprised “yeah why?” “he usually reserves the quotes of the
‘stoic wraith’ for special occasions. And apparently he saw a special
occasion with you. Don’t worry dear he will definitely tell you.” “stoic
wrath? What in the world is that?” “it’s what he calls himself, you
know a pen name. he is really interested into arts and literature so he
kina writes short stories and sketches usually just to express how he
feels and to get the emotions out of his head” “it seems like you two
are pretty close.” ‘stoic wraith?? A ghost?? That’s some alias.’ “yeah I
guess so.” Yasmin said that just realizing that she may actually be
right. That night Aasha sends a text not being able to held the urge
“hello
stoic wraith<aunt Yasmin told me this>. :D hey I saw you punch
that bag like your life depended on it. Looks like you could really use a
friend. You said that you are Tuesday two am, a broken window in
February, well I might just like them if you show me what it really is.
Soo friends?? I could really use one. And Oi pick me up tomorrow before
going to school hai, the road is really lonely alone”. And he replied
“I’ma kill Yasmin. Ok Friends, and ok I will pick you up. Now good night and sleep its already midnight”
