m sorry

like i said the life is never fair
so many things i've said before
and now i regret them
shit how the life turns out.....
people change and so did i
but i dont know if its for better or for worst
and i wanna say
m sorry
for the way i've been
and all i've seen is misery
cant usee them too?
i know u can.

don turn your back against them for they may come for you too
the miseries and so sill happiness if u just look the right way
and i don even know what to say
for all i've been is a jerk
and what the fork
i've been trying to change
but still
m not changed yet and don even xpect me to
cnahge completely

i want to....

this is for those people who want to help but cant

i wanna do sth
but what about my parents?
they are worried
i know that
many have lost their
but i have survived
but yet i cant make them cry
and even though i try
to convince them
they wont understand
so i am trapped
in between yes and no
and i can't help but feel
helpless

i have energy to help
and heart
but the physical condition
for i am a victim too
and i'm being torn apart
from this helplessness

i am fit and fine
but scared
i have the will to go
but the courage is smeared
by the shakes
of the quakes

its a bit long but it has 3 cases

please

so many things unsaid
now will never come out
your life was all about
love
yes, you gave love
shared
everything you had
but that wasn't enough
no not for the god
 he wanted more
so he took you
leaving us in pain

"lets hope to be good friends"
yea thats what you said
for you knew that
i cared
and in your eyes is saw love
maybe too much
I should've told you that
a fact
that led to...
no! i cant say that word
i care too much
know that you'll be remembered

i know you cant hear us anymore
but i hope that our voices
reaches you, in the afterworld
we love you, hear that
we all love you please come back
simmi please
i beg you please
for you had soo much to give
and soo much to recieve
and we
had much to give you
so please
come back

: love, pranish snesei(soon to be but not never will be)